I absolutely adore the little things you do that imply our togetherness. Hello, Red. Hello, Blue. (hello…violet?)

Tonight I learned that crying and being piss drunk don’t have that much differences. They lower self defense, it makes your chest tighten, you feel bloated after a huge consumption, and they give you horrible headaches after. You also regret doing that, at some times.

I like playing with my food before I devour them. *laughs* Canteen food tonight. I had not much appetite in the afternoon but after a crumple ironed out, I felt an unignorable hunger which called for dinner. They have house salad downstairs, and some baked mac. They also had magazines which kept me company till [...]

365 will be suspended until further notice. I offended my muse and I may have elicited feelings of resentment. Just when I finally got a hold of my inspiration to see the world in a beautiful light again, my anxiety and insecurities drove it away. I’m sorry.

I’m sorry. It’s not that I don’t want you and us; it’s not that at all. It’s just that sometimes, my shadows are catching up on me and I’m not sure if they’re really bigger than me, or I’m just imagining them to be bigger than me. I ran after you. But you were already [...]