One of the early memories of Nikolai that he couldn’t ever forget was back when he was about 6 years old. Then the youngest of all the brothers, he could say that he wasn’t exactly the favourite, but let’s say he normally got his way when pursued. It was in that reason that, in the [...]

There was only one tender moment that Nikolai remembers having with a woman his whole life. Actually, it was really the most genuine moment he ever had with anybody outside his family, and it took him more than so many years to get over that simple small night which he has let his defences down, [...]

Nikolai knew it was wrong. Nikolai knew he really shouldn’t be doing it out of the fact that it would be much like losing his dignity—his pride—and that is all that’s left of him, really. But Nikolai knew, deep down, that it’s now or never, and never was an option he didn’t want to go [...]

Nikolai wakes up on someone else’s bed, yet again.