They claim that the biggest rule of life is this: Form follows function. Your structure should be dictated by your purpose; something which inevitably gets you to your goal.

It shouldn’t really be such a hard thing to understand or follow by principle. But on cases that we are allowed to be lavish, or even ostentatious, we put it a little extras that divert our attention, or sometimes, made to capture our attention. Little add-ons that are supposed to help or not help you achieve your goal. A little design to make it attractive. A little extra to make you seem much more valuable. To make you sellable. A better market value.

But see, sometimes, we change the function to fit the form. And then you imagine that the form you have was then made to fit the function. You end up with a usual chicken and egg case, and you wonder whether you’ve short changed yourself in the end. Which were you really following? What was your goal in the end?

You imagine that sometimes, everything would be justified. Some forms can be bended for function. There are always smaller functions. There’s a bigger picture to complete. It’s not a one way road to the goal.

But does that really mean you have to change the goals instead when you have constructed a different road?

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I asked her two questions, but only came up with one relatively connected answer. At least, I think it was.

I asked if it’s but natural that we lose our passion as we grow old.

She answered my other question by saying I’m just in denial.

Get the point?

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Wak kayo maingay, badtrip si ate. At ayaw nya mag yosi kaya stfu ka muna kasi baka masira nya yung streak nya.

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The problem sometimes is this:

It’s not that I don’t want to do anything.

It’s just that there are some things that I’m worried you’re gonna say, you should have waited for me and experienced it with me; or I’m much more worried I’m gonna say that to myself, wishing you were with me when I experienced it.

In that light, can I go to the beach by my self? I’m trying to drown out the remaining time and I don’t want to sleep all day. Sorry, yoko kasi uminom. Baka may umagaw, lol. Joke lang.

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Gusto ko ng cbtl chai. Ples? Kthanxbye.