So there’s this new change they’re planning over the weekend. Some calls were made and apparently, there’s a need for some supervisors across all programs to help out with a certain program which happens to be our prog’s sister company. They have talked to some, and they’ve been eyeing a lot, but for some reason, there’s this push towards me and some other CS supervisors on the floor.

Ger and I talked about it. Racked our brains over the pros and cons. In the end, I took it.

This morning, in the middle of a VL, I got a call that I’ll be talking to someone connected to that program tonight. Either it’s an interview, or it’s a go. It was at two o’clock in the morning. You’ll never find things to be more real especially if you’re surrounded by dark and you just woke up.

I guess… it’s a scary prospect.

When I talked to this boss who was trying to win me over to sign up, he seems to can’t understand my hesitation. This is an opportunity, he said. Think about it.

I did. And you know, you can’t really be expected to always come up with the smartest responses to such situations, especially if you’re to consider two years worth of stay, of family, of experiences, of people. New opportunities mean fresh starts, of course. I know how big this might get. But I can’t help but look back and just feel a little sad about it.

After all, these are the people I would miss.

Sigh. Kaya ‘to.