After Limewire, feeling ko sophisticated na ang mga LSS ko. Check this one:

The Fear You Won’t Fall
Joshua Radin [Download mp3 here]
(The Grey’s Anatomy Soundtrack - ending theme of Episode 22:The Name of the Game, Season 2)

Digging a hole and the walls are caving in
Behind me air’s getting thin but I’m trying
I’m breathing in
Come find me
It hasn’t felt like this before
It hasn’t felt like home before you
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can’t get my mind off of you
I know you’re scared that I’ll soon be over it
That’s part of it all
Part of the beauty of falling in love with you is the fear you won’t fall
It hasn’t felt like this before
It hasn’t felt like home before you
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should than I thought I could
Can’t get my mind off of you
And I hate the phone
But I wish you’d call
Thought being alone
Was better than… was better than…
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel this way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can’t get my mind off of you
Can’t get my mind off of you
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can’t get my mind off of you

Because, then, I won’t have a mother writing to columnists asking for advice if her daughter’s gay. Her pride won’t take it.

http://www.salon.com/mwt/col/tenn/2007/04/09/gay_son/

God. This is every gay person’s lament. A not so homophobic set of parents and an accepting family who just might love you for who you are and not shoving hell down one’s throat. What I’d give for me to be able to one day say, please mum…you said you loved me. Touch my heart and say you still love me and I don’t need to change.

Till then, I have to stick to her stories and discrimination of Paolo Ballesteros.

We’re finally on dsl! Wow. After some talks and ego deflating, my dad decides to get it hitched on broadband. Astig. Our household’s getting advanced. Maybe soon we’ll be going touchscreen dinners and magical monthly incomes.

Of course that cuts half of my updating excuse. No more dial up woes. Whooee. So if you don’t find any updates in the next days, I’m just getting too frigging lazy. I’m targetting less fucked up pages to make the site, at the very least, presentable.

Anyhow, I just got home from Laguna and stories will be trickling in soon. I’m still trying to absorb the fun of YouTube, something of course, you guys last had a problem with 10 years ago, when you still had dial-up. God, I’m so advanced. And I’m just hopping through videos now. Of course, I’m gonna have to place my Netopia membership card in the shelves for now, because clearly, when I asked for privacy they never gave it.

Because now…I can finally surf porn!

(Don’t give me that look. I was kidding.)

Minsan, naiisip kong magpunta ng parlor at mag utos na bigyan lang ako ng layered cut. Simple, clean, no frills cut.

Pero hindi. Kailangan talaga may buntot na kasama.

Yeahboy. New look for the summer is short hair ala Shane Mccutcheon. Kaso pag tumikwas, kamukha na ni Alice Piezecki. Hehehehe.