To whom it may concern:

 Please excuse JC for any inappropriate display of behavior she may have for the past and even the next days due to an unstable evolution of undisputed anger and self combustion related to life. She, if possible, should not be held liable for any words–either shocking, inappropriate or maybe even rude–that she would be coming up with, remember that she is still a work in progress; she would just be sending out the apology letters uttered through air.

I do hope for your kind consideration regarding this matter. After all, she’s just human.

Regards,

Hades

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It’s such a sad state when cute little wonders grow up to be hideous monsters on screen. It’s when they lose their baby faces that you wonder just where the fuck the genes went to. Maybe to their dicks.

I’m sorry, because we just got a tv this morning and the shop was showing this episode of Yael “let’seatthegoddamnmicrophone” of Spongecola with Kris Aquino on the latter’s noon time game show. I wasn’t able to catch the whole thing but it seemed like it was his second day on the show, beating other contenders. He stood there looking stupid while Kris was doing her closing sponsors. And then she goes, “Bukas, mas exciting kasi ang mga kalaban mo ay the old contenders! Yung mga old winners…blah blah.” And he just stands there looking like, “Am I supposed to react surprised, excited, orgasmic or something?” while Kris is trying to elicit some reaction from the guy whose jaws just jutted out. He looks like a disturbed, rock version of Robin Padilla.

Tangina. If he does one of those “Anak ni Baby Ama” sequels I’ll start laughing like crazy.

Well, ayun nga. We were buying this telly kasi we’re starting to die of boredom sa apartment. At least by Wednesday (actually, that’s TODAY, so the event will be LATER) we’re signing up for this beginner’s thing for Ultimate Frisbee, so now we have to find something to do for the rest of the week. We were planning to overhaul the computer in the apartment but we’re still looking for a good motherboard or cpu. The moment we have it fixed, I’m assuring you a better template. Hehe.

Anyhow, I have finally confirmed it.Parents leaving on the 18th, and house would be left undesigned. My mum’s offering me the poinsettias we bought together. We don’t even have a tree yet, and I’m not sure if we’d be having one soon. We’re still looking. I wanted something disposable because then we wouldn’t have to worry about where to stack it for the rest of the year. Maybe we should start creating illusionary christmas trees. So I’m going home on Thursday. I was supposed to check out Recto with Ger for some books or maybe do some early christmas shopping, but hey, my mum’s about to leave, and she wanted me to stay around at least. I’m thinking of a place where I can treat her on Thursday, but knowing that she doesn’t like too much travel, it’s going to be hard. Mister Kabab is becoming a staple place and I would have wanted her to see it. I’m also still deciding on what good book I can ask them to give to my cousin; something Filipino cultured like F. Sionil Jose or something. Anyhow, mum’s saying she might not be home on thrusday, so I might just stay around to see if I can at least have the template done halfway. The image and the concept is done, only the template is still in limbo.

Anyhow, I have an idea now as to why we feel bored or why we lack the motivation to come to work—but I won’t tell you just yet. I have to go home in a few, and Ger’s probably waiting for me. So. Hafta go. I’ll finish this entry soon.