It seems that the “bum-hood” I am in now gives me the reason to post, though frustrated and all for the fact that Grace and I are still in the “Pa/Ma, pahingi po ng pera pang-alis ng bahay. Promise, maghahanap po ako ng trabaho” mode. Tsk.

Anwei, the company situated somewhere in Para�aque where we first applied seemed to have lost our contact numbers for it had been more than three weeks after we took their examination. According to the person in charge, it would only take 2-3 weeks for the results to be released. But the heck, guess when we took the exam? Exactly four days before April ended. And you do the math in calculating how many weeks had already passed.

Or is it their subtle way of saying, “Sorry, you didn’t qualify for the position.” Crap!

Honestly, I really don’t mind if I still don’t have a job right now, that is, if I’m numb whenever my mom unconsciously slash does-not-mean-to slash does-not-face-to-face-force-me-to find one. But the fact that I really need to earn now ‘coz my needs are really growing and growing, even if my parents don’t tell me yet “O anak, magtrabaho ka na rin para may pandagdag tayo sa pambayad sa gastusin.”

Huhuhu.

It just really frustrates me whenever I think of the could-have-been — that I could have been a freshman again and pursued a medical career. It’s just that a “sign” whether to continue or not that I have been asking for had already been sent. No need for any elaboration.

I just wish that life would still be good for us for the coming days. And who knows, we might land at the jobs best suited for us. God only sets where we could be in our best. I still believe.