I didn’t realize how tiring a retreat can be… …until I realized my mind and heart got so drained, I wanted to hug the people I miss the most–but while the other was unable to grant my request of a meeting, I came home to my mother’s cold shoulder. I feel sick. Inside out.

Things are long overdue. I have been procrastinating on everything far too long. And somehow, someday, they’re going to backfire on me. I have to learn things that way. The pitiful, pathetic, and hurting way. Sigh. To everyone, I’m so sorry. I am just lost in a limbo for a while. ——— I miss some [...]

Nag loloko ang photobucket account ko. Di ako makapagpost ng maayos. Di bale. Meron pa akong hanggang the end of the week to post those things. But the sooner the better. Aaanyway… Nagc-crave ako ng kiamoy. Oo, yung redish stuff na maalat-alat. Dati bumili kami ng kapitbahay ko ng sandamukal na mga kending akala namin [...]

This is the guy I have sworn to love. Oh god. Teka lang, magtatago lang ako. Baka patayin ako nun for doing this. *laughs* There was this interesting point that one of my theoretical brothers, Jay E (as Cholo proclaimed me as his new theoretical sister [and with that, also proclaiming Adraiene his theoretical brother-in-law], [...]

tambak ng trabaho. Daming ASS-ignments. May pending pang articles. Mahabahabang transcriptions na gagawin. Mga websites na dapat tapusin. Isa lang ang katapat niyan… Isang malupit na hi. May sun sim na ako. Tawagan ninyo na lang ako sa 0922.450.1514 Sabihin ninyo, “Kaya mo yan, JC!” or “Cute ka pa rin, JC!” Para mauplift ako.