Xiao,
Called you up the other night a couple of times. I don�t know exactly what I wanted to tell you, but I just went ahead and called you up again and again anyway. The operator kept on telling me that you�re out of coverage area.
So at my last attempt, I talked to your operator instead. I asked her, how far is my coverage anyway? Not wide enough to reach you, I guess. I told her I needed to tell you something; maybe she can relay my message. I asked her to tell you that I�m sorry for what I�m about to do. I said I needed to get you off my mind somehow, and fix some things that I hoped wouldn�t need much of your attention. I�m in the middle of things that called for too much conflicts�the truth and reality.
I called you up again exactly after I hung up because I thought I haven�t told you everything. But the operator said you were out of reach. Yeah, I sadly replied. We�re friends but I still can�t seem to reach what he�s thinking. I can�t seem to understand him on that level that he calls for. I bid her goodbye.
A few minutes after that, I thought of calling you up again. I just wanted to say I miss you.
But then, my batt went off.
I guess it wasn�t meant for me to call you up to tell you that.
JC.
